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  <title>And we shall play a game of chess--</title>
  <subtitle>Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door;</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>❧ Cal</name>
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  <updated>2019-01-01T06:50:13Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:14638</id>
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    <title>There’s nothing simply good, nor ill alone » new year again;</title>
    <published>2018-12-31T22:44:36Z</published>
    <updated>2019-01-01T06:50:13Z</updated>
    <category term="happy new year"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:14466</id>
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    <title>[birthdayyyyy]</title>
    <published>2018-05-15T03:33:37Z</published>
    <updated>2018-05-15T05:05:01Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:14190</id>
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    <title>Oft a little morning rain foretells a pleasant day. » Beginnings;</title>
    <published>2018-01-01T06:57:55Z</published>
    <updated>2018-01-01T06:57:55Z</updated>
    <category term="happy new year"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/14190.html#cutid1"&gt;cuttttt&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=14190" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:13877</id>
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    <title>[birthday wishes]</title>
    <published>2017-05-15T03:44:51Z</published>
    <updated>2017-05-15T03:45:47Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/13877.html#cutid1"&gt;birthday wishes!!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=13877" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:13617</id>
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    <title>One paints the beginning of a certain end. » new year;</title>
    <published>2016-12-31T04:38:39Z</published>
    <updated>2017-01-01T02:23:25Z</updated>
    <category term="happy new year"/>
    <category term="i need an intervention"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/13617.html#cutid1"&gt;The other, the end of a sure beginning.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=13617" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:12947</id>
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    <title>Uncommon is the like of such a marvel » belated celebration;</title>
    <published>2016-05-21T04:14:37Z</published>
    <updated>2016-05-21T04:15:42Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/12947.html#cutid1"&gt;blah blah blah birthday celebrations&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=12947" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:12602</id>
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    <title>He walks his life, and reaching the end » entreaties;</title>
    <published>2015-12-31T23:35:53Z</published>
    <updated>2016-01-01T05:42:16Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/12602.html#cutid1"&gt;He turns it as one turns a wall&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=12602" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:11170</id>
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    <title>Time means succession, and succession, change: » Looking Forward;</title>
    <published>2015-01-05T16:57:16Z</published>
    <updated>2015-03-18T05:23:51Z</updated>
    <category term="work work work"/>
    <category term="ahhh i'm excited about life"/>
    <category term="school school school"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>10</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/11170.html#cutid1"&gt;looking onwards to 2015&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=11170" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:10757</id>
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    <title>As I am reasonably sure that I Shall wake » Resolutions;</title>
    <published>2015-01-01T03:56:42Z</published>
    <updated>2015-01-01T18:37:29Z</updated>
    <category term="good god"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/10757.html#cutid1"&gt;at six tomorrow, on July twenty-eighth&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=10757" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:10043</id>
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    <title>Now we are together privately, do you discard ceremony » Celebration ;</title>
    <published>2014-05-14T07:37:41Z</published>
    <updated>2014-05-15T05:58:28Z</updated>
    <category term="this is a birthday post"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/10043.html#cutid1"&gt;nothing to seeeeeee&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=10043" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:9572</id>
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    <title>On naught diviner shines the all-seeing sun. » Success;</title>
    <published>2014-01-12T05:36:20Z</published>
    <updated>2014-01-12T05:57:41Z</updated>
    <category term="does this count as a meme"/>
    <category term="onwards to victory"/>
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    <category term="school school school"/>
    <category term="to wrath and ruin and a red dawn"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="(etc etc)"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">It's that time of year again--time to go over life choices and figure out what the heck I'm doing with my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BUT FIRST-- I was looking through veeeery old journal entries and found &lt;a href="http://www.personaldna.com/"&gt;that DNA personality test&lt;/a&gt; and decided to take it to see what I am nowadays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Back then I was a "generous leader".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, I'm:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://i.imgur.com/Q2spF3b.png"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=tXTcqotgCLXxLfQ-OO-DACCD-d9a2&amp;amp;u=28f133a0823f"&gt;Full report here&lt;/a&gt;, and all things considered, I think this is an improvement. I would much rather be benevolent than generous; that strikes me as a personal improvement with a better understanding of myself and my own needs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently, I should've accepted the fact that "leader" is in my nature a long time ago, though. ANYWAY-- onwards to class things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/9572.html#cutid1"&gt;blah blah blah&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=9572" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Could like the tale told just as well » 2013 in review;</title>
    <published>2014-01-01T05:22:35Z</published>
    <updated>2014-01-01T08:49:32Z</updated>
    <category term="happy new year"/>
    <category term="are you crazy"/>
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    <category term="♥♥♥"/>
    <category term="this is actually pretty cheerful"/>
    <category term="i am not listing out all of these people"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/9433.html#cutid1"&gt;another new year, and notes abound&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/9433.html#cutid2"&gt;a lot of notes here oops&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=9433" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>There is another sky » holidays;</title>
    <published>2013-12-01T21:41:55Z</published>
    <updated>2013-12-01T21:43:44Z</updated>
    <category term="hi cal is a derp"/>
    <category term="christmas christmas christmassss"/>
    <category term="sappy sap sap"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">It's that time of year again, folks! Give me your address and I will send you a holiday card! I am a huge fan of Christmas and &lt;strike&gt;I failed at this last year so&lt;/strike&gt; I am super excited to get these done this year!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All comments to this post will be screened for address giving shenanigans, but you are also welcome to PM me or send me a private plurk at my plurk (&lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://www.plurk.com/kalisona'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.plurk.com/favicon.ico' alt='[plurk.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='16' height='16'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://www.plurk.com/kalisona'&gt;&lt;b&gt;kalisona&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;) if that makes you uncomfortable!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks everyone, and happy holidays! Have a handy-dandy form to fill out:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;dd&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Name&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;: The name you'd like for me to put on your card!
&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Address&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;: I promise I'm not a creepy stalker
&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Holiday Celebrated&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;: "nothing I just like cards" is a perfectly viable holiday
&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Anything Else:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt; HIT ME WITH IT&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;/dd&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=9161" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:8531</id>
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    <title>Now at their sight, my heart being lit with flame; » Progress;</title>
    <published>2013-08-06T19:09:27Z</published>
    <updated>2013-08-06T19:09:27Z</updated>
    <category term="oh god thesis"/>
    <category term="work work work"/>
    <category term="what is this schedule"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="scheduling nightmares"/>
    <category term="cal might be a workaholic"/>
    <category term="hee hee hee"/>
    <category term="school school school"/>
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    <content type="html">As per usual, classes are once again upon me, so here is my life review and pondering of my schedule and recent life choices. c:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/8531.html#cutid1"&gt;blah blah blah excitement&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=8531" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:7304</id>
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    <title>Of things that have lived out the length of life; » Celebration</title>
    <published>2013-05-15T06:59:43Z</published>
    <updated>2013-05-15T06:59:43Z</updated>
    <category term="happy happy birthday!"/>
    <category term="for: dearest"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/7304.html#cutid1"&gt;for dearest!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=7304" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:7153</id>
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    <title>The whole world breathes and calls to me » Progression</title>
    <published>2013-04-21T22:35:58Z</published>
    <updated>2013-04-21T22:38:24Z</updated>
    <category term="cal might be a workaholic"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="scheduling nightmares"/>
    <category term="sunshine and puppies"/>
    <category term="school school school"/>
    <category term="life is grand"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/7153.html#cutid1"&gt;Typical life update + class schedule!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=7153" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:6672</id>
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    <title>When an immortal passion breathes in mortal clay » Goals;</title>
    <published>2013-03-20T00:04:07Z</published>
    <updated>2014-02-17T06:02:37Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/6672.html#cutid1"&gt;passion; n. : intense, driving, or overmastering feeling or conviction&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=6672" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:6570</id>
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    <title>Sleep is the station grand » rest;</title>
    <published>2013-03-03T06:24:29Z</published>
    <updated>2013-03-03T06:27:21Z</updated>
    <category term="school school school"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="musings"/>
    <category term="blargh sick"/>
    <category term="work work work"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">My health is all over the place right now laksnldkgfmgl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I get through a week just fine and then crash when I hit the weekend and my body just gives up and I have to sleep at 9 pm and I'm sitting here with a terrible head cold for the second time in as many months and it's ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know it's because there's a lot on my plate (and also because college is a cesspool of germs and sick people ew ugh cover your mouths when you cough, gross--), but at the same time, I thought I'd had it all balanced.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That does tend to be my problem though. I think everything is perfectly fine until I'm having a mental breakdown from stress that came out of nowhere. I think it's a really terrible habit (character trait...?) that I've gotten into, but I honestly can't think of ways to stop myself from being that way. I make to-do lists every day, keep a planner and a calendar, I can look at a list that's a page long of things to do and think, "Yeah, I've totally got this."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And &lt;i&gt;I do&lt;/i&gt;, I always finish everything on my plate somehow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But how do I recognize that I'm terribly stressed &lt;i&gt;before&lt;/i&gt; I'm ill and a crying mess because of it? I don't know, I really can't figure this one out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just musings before bed because I'm trying to punch this cold in the face so I can get some actual work done, I suppose. Also I miss writing in journals but I never have anything to say. Alas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In two months, I will be a senior and legal. Ohhh, exciting. :|a&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=6570" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:6214</id>
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    <title>I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter » Reviewing;</title>
    <published>2012-12-26T16:07:48Z</published>
    <updated>2013-02-12T14:31:41Z</updated>
    <category term="work work work"/>
    <category term="year in review"/>
    <category term="welp"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/6214.html#cutid1"&gt;Year in review&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=6214" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:5918</id>
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    <title>The ship has weather'd every rack » Wishes;</title>
    <published>2012-12-02T18:13:01Z</published>
    <updated>2012-12-02T18:13:01Z</updated>
    <category term="happy happy birthday!"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>1</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">THIS IS FOR SQUEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUEE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/5918.html#cutid1"&gt;click here, squee!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=5918" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:5880</id>
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    <title>Whose woods these are I think I know. » Christmas!</title>
    <published>2012-11-30T23:00:28Z</published>
    <updated>2012-12-15T17:39:27Z</updated>
    <category term="merry christmassss"/>
    <category term="gifts gifts gifts"/>
    <category term="amigos~"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">HI GUYS I really love Christmas ridiculously much. Like. &lt;i&gt;ridiculously so&lt;/i&gt; the holidays are the best time ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO LET ME SEND YOU CARDS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm a little tight in the financial sphere this year thanks to recent expenses like apartment rent (h-hahaha), so being able to give gifts is a little unlikely this year, which makes me very sad. But I still love Christmas unbelievably so, so let me send cards instead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So just respond to this post (comments are screened), or hit me up in a PM or a private plurk! And I'll write you a Christmas card c:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;Name/Handle:
Address:
ANYTHING ELSE: ????&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE YOU GUYS Merry Christmas and happy holidays and whoa it's almost December.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Also anyone who has my address from last year? NO LONGER VALID please don't send letters there. I won't get them. B(&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks everyoneeee &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=5880" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:5205</id>
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    <title>But what indeed is honest to be done: » life;</title>
    <published>2012-11-13T14:59:27Z</published>
    <updated>2012-11-13T14:59:27Z</updated>
    <category term="school school school"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="life is wonderful"/>
    <category term="cal might be a workaholic"/>
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    <category term="this is actually pretty cheerful"/>
    <category term=":3"/>
    <category term="stop talking cal"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>7</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Class scheduleeeeee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/5205.html#cutid1"&gt;plus other life related musings&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=5205" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:4640</id>
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    <title>the grass is greener where you water it » victory;</title>
    <published>2012-09-03T16:43:24Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-03T16:43:24Z</updated>
    <category term="happy vibes for all of my darlings"/>
    <category term="life is grand"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://images.plurk.com/c38f6dfc5fdf5bc6c16b2ec28ce3718b.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Class schedule.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm finding that I'm happiest when I'm more or less drowning. Not shown on that schedule is my Classroom Assistant work, which is another hour and a half on Tuesdays, or my volunteer work, which is generally Thursday nights or over the weekend. Also not shown are my job applications I am doing, or my social life, of which I am finding I enjoy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yes, I'm happiest when I'm drowning and don't have time to breathe, I think. Because I feel like I'm high on life right now, and that's because I'm busy doing things I feel actually matter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just wanted to ramble here, I guess. I love everyone; you are all wonderful people, wonderful friends, and my life wouldn't be complete without you guys either. Here's to a good rest of the year, everyone!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=4640" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:3966</id>
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    <title>and dares to claim the sky » celebration;</title>
    <published>2012-05-15T06:41:34Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-15T07:00:04Z</updated>
    <category term="happy happy birthday!"/>
    <category term="for: dearest"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/3966.html#cutid1"&gt;for dana dearest;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=3966" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-29:1316945:3626</id>
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    <title>A crowd of twisted things » Birthdays;</title>
    <published>2012-05-03T03:19:14Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-03T03:19:14Z</updated>
    <category term="oops priorities"/>
    <category term="musings"/>
    <category term="stop talking cal"/>
    <category term="blah blah blah"/>
    <category term="birthdays"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://kalisona.dreamwidth.org/3626.html#cutid1"&gt;just musings, nothing depressing or anything;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=kalisona&amp;ditemid=3626" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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